It's GONE! It's GONE! It's ALL GONE!!

This is my lil' FETI LUV BUCKET just this past Sunday. We were at our Fonua family fireside and daddy snuck outside with Drew and got a bit camera happy...this is only ONE of like 30 pics off his blackberry!! LOL!! Notice that full head of hair...again, this was just a few days ago!

Drew's signature mark has been his crazy hair!! It's just WHACKO...and he has some good hair days and many bad ones too!! But I love it!! Whenever Drew is tired, he lays down with one hand on his head rubbin' his soft hair and it puts him right to sleep! (Had to cut daddy out of this pic or he'd kill me! LOL!)We loved to sport the HAWK on him at times!! FUN STUFF!!

Justin kept saying he was going to cut Drew's hair, but I asked him not to. Not yet!! I wasn't ready...I loved his hair!! Come this past Monday...I went to work and about 10am I get this call from my sister Diana..."Vee, you're not gonna be happy!!" I shrieked...wondering what was going on...then she tells me, "Justin cut Drewby's hair!" I was speechless, instant watery eyes, automatic anger and hurt. Honestly, I wish she hadn't called me at work...it certainly wasn't a way to start my day out...but I knew her intent, 'cause she knew I didn't want his hair cut!! Next thing I get is an email from my hubby with this picture!! His email says, "Hi Mommy! Look at me...I'm a big boy now!" More tears...this just wasn't something I was expecting.

Justin called me on the phone and of course I gave major attitude, short answers and kept the call quick...(I'm such a witch!) He knew I was upset. I think the whole matter of it was that he looks older now and I wasn't ready to face that. I'm havin' another baby in about 7 weeks, and I guess sometimes I feel like lil' Drew is being robbed of his babyhood. Another email with this picture came through and a message like, "Now I'm sound asleep! Love you mommy" He just looked so different!! I couldn't wait to get home and see my baby!! That day wasn't a good one at work and it just seemed to drag!! More tears throughout the day. I was determined to give my hubby the silent treatement forever and ever!! I know, I'm making this a bigger deal than it really is! =\When I got home I found lil' Drew happy and playing with his favorite toys...a water bottle and a wooden spoon...LOL!! This boy has tons of toys to play with, but for some odd reason, he likes plain things like this! ANYWAY, I grabbed him, hugged him and we looked in the mirror together...he loves to look in the mirror and I wondered if he'd recognize himself! Sure enough he did as he smiled and kissed himself in the mirror like he usually does...then he kissed his momma! That's all I needed!!

We went outside to play for a bit and I took this picture of Drew and Ala. Now I really think these two look alike with the new haircut! I've had a hard time trying to get used to this look...it's been a couple more days now and it's growing on me! It kinda breaks my heart 'cause he really looks like a big boy now....but his hugs and snuggles with his momma tell me that he is still my baby!! I love my FETI!!

Oh and Justin is doing ok too...his meany wife's silent treatment only lasted about 15 minutes when she got home that day. LOL!

-VEEYAH-